How to be confident

How to be Confident.

Why is being confident so important?  How can I be more confident?  Body language, Smiling, Talking to Strangers, Anna Akana is so on the money.  This whole blog was created to basically share this information right here.  Thanks Anna, you are amazing and such an inspiration.  Hope the films are going smoothly, you'll be jazzing Oscars in no time.

Abraham-Hicks - Looking for Fun - Burning Man 2014

Structurally Unsound Films 
A Charmed Life Production
Rites of Passage Burning Man 2011
Burning Man: Rites Of Passage - Day
from Ahmed 

Shot in August/September 2011 using a (very dusty) Canon 7D with 70-200 f.40L, a 50mm 1.8, and a 10-24mm Tamron

Shot By Ahmed 

Abraham-Hicks - "The Perfect Grid" by Jason Danial Lawrence & Constance T. Smith

Source never wields vengeance or offers punishment, for Source understands you are valuable; you are worthy; you are blessed. Source understands that you never get it done and you cannot get it wrong, and that even when you stand in a place that currently feels wrong, ultimately you will return to what feels right. You can return now to what feels right with an adjustment of your thought process and an adjustment of your vibration and a changing of your point of attraction and a finally letting in of the Well-Being that is flowing to you always.
--- Abraham

Life if a Hoax

I noticed that everything I read on the internet or see in the news is either true, or a hoax.  It's fun to find out about something and then find out that it's a hoax...

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Turn it on. Hit the road.

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Or the Toxic Snow that doesn't melt Hoax!

everywhere you look is a hoax, and then the explanation of the hoax...

I've been going through a funk.  It's been hard to figure out how to schedule my time and split up my time with work i have to do and my family.  It has been proven difficult to beat procrastination and to use my willpower to control my consumption.  I have noticed how easy it is to shop excessively or eat 3 bowls of cereal at midnight.  I remembered just now what I saw in a video yesterday about remembering to cultivate peace and serenity instead of happiness.  To ask for contentment.  All of a sudden it felt better immediately.

I also thought about writing in a journal.  And then I thought about how I could just use this as my journal, since I'm the only one reading it anyway.  And then i realized that whatever is holding me back from making videos or writing or doing anything is silly, because nobody cares about what I'm doing.  They are busy worrying about what they are doing.  It's my reality.  The only people that are reading this and looking at my videos are people that found me and were looking for me.  Everything I create is just there for me in my reality.  The only people who are aware of my shit already know me.  shit.  there is nothing to worry about, and there is nobody to impress.  Just be content.  Be at peace.  Set goals and achieve them.  Small ones, and big ones.  Measure results and test and be organized.  Are you really still reading this?? LoL.

So, I am an Actor.  I have been acting since I was a young boy.  I played "lil Angie" Calamari in the Off Broadway show Carmine "the fish" Calamari's funeral from when I was 8 years old until I was 12.  In Elementary school,  2 or 3 nights a week I would be doing Mafia comedy dinner theater with drunk adults.  It was pretty fun, I got to dance with girls and mingle with strangers and pretend I was in the Mafia.  I basically quit the show when I was around 13 to start going to the mall to smoke pot and shoplift posters of Pamela Anderson and Jenny McCarthy and Sandra Bullock.  This was back around The Net.  Speed with Keanu Reeves.  

I auditioned for many leads in feature films and would get the sides to study and never had any luck, because I was terrible.  I remember auditioning for Sleepers and Indian in the Cupboard and all these movies and just being super nervous and shaky and not being able to remember my lines.  

I landed about a dozen different commercial role and small parts throughout High School.  I was on the Sopranos Season 3 Season Premiere, Mr. Ruggerio's Neighborhood. My role was Jason and I cut school with Anthony Soprano Jr. and smoke stogs and call this kid a douchbag.  I had about 12 lines in the episode, and it was my total claim to fame at the time.  We're talking 1999/2000.

I am SAG/AFTRA and I think that it's time I start focusing on my acting more and let everything else be in the background.  and no background acting.  Fuck background.  Commercials and small roles while I practice and learn the craft.  Acting Classes and Film School.  When?  This year? Asap?  What resources can I use to progress in these fields as fast as possible????  

Are you really reading this still?  Thank You.  I'm Sorry, go read this:



heres something for the boys...